How three Jeff B's changed my life

Got a call back in June of 1999 from my mother. Apparently, local musician Jeff Barbush (of the Painkillers and the Deadbeats) committed suicide.

This troubled me greatly. Jeff was the reason I wanted to learn the guitar. He gave me my first guitar lesson.

My mom used to date his dad many years ago at Webster Groves Senior High. Years later, both were married with children, and at some point, they ran into each other when I was around 9 or so. Somehow, we all ended up hanging out one day, and Jeff, excited that we had a cassette tape recorder, convinced us to let him use it (along with his) to record a sound-on-sound version of the Beatles' "All My Loving", complete with guitar, vocals, harmony vocals and audience cheers. I was quite impressed, and asked him to teach me some guitar, which he did. After that, I began taking lessons with a local guitar instructor, and took an informal after-school class, as well. I was hooked, of course.

Not long ago, when Googling "Jeff Barbush", I happened upon this article in the Riverfront Times. I was surprised to learn that local drummer Lori Blue (of Johnny Magnet) also committed suicide, also in June of 1999. I only knew her as Lori, but had an opportunity to play with her in the band Alchemy for a rehearsal or two, and saw her play in another band, the name of which escapes me. I also remember seeing her working in one of the record shops in the Central West End.

When I was about 11, I had befriended another Jeff B. at our apartment complex. I liked hanging out with him, because his parents spoiled him a bit (he was an only child), so he had lots of "neat stuff", including an electric guitar. So we became jam buddies at that point. He taught me a few things on the guitar, we rode bikes together, and we had a good time.

Years later, in late 1994, while perusing the new and used CDs at a local shop, I came across a promo copy of Jeff Buckley's Grace. At the time, he was virtually unknown. But the CD piqued my interest, so I gave it a listen.

The second track - "Grace" - had me hooked. It wasn't the vocals that did it; it was the sound of the low D in the bass, juxtaposed with a D major chord high up on the guitar, and then the somewhat unexpected move to E minor. I really dug it, so naturally, I bought it! After that, I played it for anyone who happened to come by. Unfortunately, when I heard he was stopping in town, I didn't go. He was, somewhat unfortunately, known as a chick magnet.. a pretty boy. Of course, I really regret not having gone to see him.

If you aren't familiar, he drowned accidentally back in 1997 while swimming in Memphis - seemingly a tragic loss for the music world, but perhaps he accomplished what he intended to in his short life. He is certainly well-known now, especially for his beautiful cover of Leonard Cohen's "Hallelujah", which has been featured in many TV shows and whatnot.

Of the three Jeff B's, only my friend from the apartment complex is still with us. I still see him online every now and then.

Seth Horan

Saturday evening I had the opportunity to see and hear Seth Horan play bass, sing, and entertain, and I have to say, it was one of the most incredible events I've ever attended by far.

I also sponsored the show, held at a local fav Chinese restaurant, Chopstix Asian Kitchen.

Now, it's not often you'll find a singing bass player at a Chinese restaurant.

Here's the story:

• Seth needed a gig.



• I booked him a gig with my jazz group at a somewhat famous local bar.



• There was a bit of a misunderstanding about me booking that gig, so we had to look elsewhere, and on a different date.



• Seth was open to doing house concerts, and was available the following evening.



• I offered, but upon reflection of the condition of my house, realized my local Chinese restaurant was a much better venue.

So Saturday, following a decent lunch at Fitz's in the Delmar loop (and a stop at Vintage Vinyl, of course), we setup for the gig.

The crowd was not great in quantity, but great in quality.. we had a gentleman travelling many hours from Kansas to attend!

And Seth did his usual, incredible show, somehow managing to play bass, using many varied techniques, sing, and operate the looper all at the same time. Absolutely incredible! Quite funny as well, that Seth.

If you have an opportunity to see him, you must go, but in the meantime, go to YouTube and check him out!